note: i sent a validation letter on the 24th. if i dont hear form them in 60 days, ill send a 2nd validation letter
1st validation: http://creditboards.com/forums/index.php?showtopic=18802
2nd calidation: http://creditboards.com/forums/index.php?showtopic=60144
Alrighty. as soon as i got to work and clocked in, some guy hijacked me into picking shirts for him.
me: umm, excuse me, i dont work in the men’s department and i wouldnt know what size you wear.
him: (with spanish accent) help me anyway
so i decided to be nice
next thing he took me to the shoe department and cornered me in an area.
him: you got a husband? you got kids? how old are you?
me: (staring at his yellow teeth) no, no, 20. how old are you?
him: 35
me: hey, jesse!! this guy needs help with picking shoes. i gotta go do some ‘work" in my section
i went away and he gave jesse his number for me. nope, didnt take it
wtf? since i started working there, ive had about 3 guys try to "talk" to me every single week. what is up with that? this is not a club and im not going to give you my number. first it was some guy from trinidad and tobago. he was very cute but im pretty sure he has a wife back home. next it was some Nigerian guy that wasnt even on my level ummmk
anyways, steve the police officer saw me when i went to the OG. i shouldnt have gone at night. i told him i was no longer dating my ex and he wanted to go out like the next day? sorry you’re cute and speak and spell better than my ex and you look good and stuff but no more police officers. no 2nd mistakes. now im chatting with some loser who’s in Nigeria and is telling me he’s coming in september? so, i dont give a shit.
him: hope to see you when i come
me: okay?
i told comfort i was no longer dating my ex and that girl spilled !! she said when she saw him, he wasnt my type and it wouldnt last. i knew she had something to say and i knew it was along that line when he came to the OG when i was working. she said everyone said the same thing. and she was like, stop settling for guys you dont really like. its true. i need to stop doing that.
right now, i like only maybe 2 guys? im still stalling. just talking with them. i will date them both and will choose when im ready.
Skin regimen:
i changed it a little. i added AHA back into my regimen. i mix it with FOTE gel in the morning and apply on my face. then follow with sunscreen. i will start washing with olive oil every morning.
at night, i didnt chnage anything
June 23rd was my nappiversary. I even forgot about it. These past 2 days, i have seriously thought about relaxing it. And i have also thought about flat ironing more often. I have decided that ill buy the olive oil relaxer and pass it through my hair for like 5 minutes and do this every 6 months. I saw a lady at work who had been natural for 2 years and i spoke with her. thats what she does and her hair isnt brekaing off or anything
i got the 2 bras. unfortunately, the charnos bioform was too big. thats the thing with bras. the 2 are my size but only one fits. i dont get why all the bra companies cant manufacture their bras the same way. anyway, ive sent an email to the seller to see if she can exchange to the next cup smaller. if she doesnt agree, ill sell it. the triumph one fits and im looking to buy more of their bras in other colors
i got my metro phone today and i called metro to activate. im excited. have already let the important people know about my number change. bye bye no minutes. hello, unlimited minutes 
Also, i received my Chanel lipstick today. i need to get used to using lippy
i asked on MUA about the way i applied my blush and i got these recs:
You should try applying it slightly HIGHER and doing a darker contouring shade right below and blending the two together. and make sure its not too wide horizontally. and i got this site:
http://www.makeupforever.com/conseils_03_03_en.html
i have an oval face
i got some porn in the mail today. Cetaphil cleanser, clinique DDMG and NARS blush in Crazed!! gorgeous color. when i applied with my cheapie blush brush, it was too much but it was better with my baby buki. i had always wanted a flirt brush so im currently trying to do a CP on MUA.
I got my financial aid check for last quarter (late i know) and it was a lot of money 
cant spend it though cos ive already spent too much this week. Yeah i forgot to tell my financial aid story. like a week before finals, i tried to look at my grades and they said i had a tuition hold. tuition hold? wtf? i though they told me financial aid had paid my tuition. so we went there and they were like bla bla bla. we didnt approve your application for independency (so all the notarized letters we got my ex to sign and all that shit was a waste of time). so we had to call my dad who quickly sent the money for the tuition. then we had to re-submit all the verificaiton info they requested. luckily, by the last day of school, everything was approved and they mailed me the left over money which should have been for school.
so umm..yeah…nothing new
im so happy. did i mention that i relisted my SK2 after the bitch that bought it earlier never paid. then i filed an "unpaid item report", she sent me a reply saying her 12 year old daughter bid on it. umm, i dont give a shit…..
anyways, it sold for a lot more than i bought it for and the person paid within 3 minutes. i was so happy. ive even printed the shipping label and DHL will be picking it up tomorrow. ill miss my SK2 but its time to move on. yes, i did remove my sim card and have tossed it in the trash. now im waiting for the damned nokia to arrive. i did receive my bluetooth headset.
gorgeous
i received my sample of EM foundation in deep tan. it was too dark for me so i decided to mix with the tan. I mixed the tan i had left which was like 3/4 of the jar and 1/2 of the jar of deep tan. i think the mix is good enough for now.
im done buying stuff for this month. between yesterday and today, this is what ive bought/ordered online
1. cetaphil cleanser
2. Nokia 6255i with metro PCS. this is the best phone they have so far. i will upgrade as they release new phones
http://nokia-asia.com/nokia/0,,56183,00.html
3. leather case for the phone
4. Motorola H500 bluetooth headset
5. CLINIQUE Dramatically Different Moisturizing Gel for my oily face. i hope it will help
6. 2 bras. one charnos and one triumph. you dont want to know how much each cost
7. NARS blush in crazed. woohoooooooooooooo
8. CHANEL aqualumiere lipstick in TIJUANA
thats it. im done. ugh. im so happy though. and guess what? i got 4 pairs of shoes waiting for me at work. total will be 40 bucks with my employee discount and the sale they will be having for a while. awesome
Final grades, FOTD and Myspace
Omigod….i guess they rounded up my accounting score cos its a B!!. so i have 2 B’s and an A and my GPA is 3.31. im so excited. um….ow my daddy better bring shopping money with him when he comes next month. if he doesnt, he knows ill be throwing a tantrum!!
And also, i closed my myspace account yesterday. its full of a bunch of goal-less individuals that have no inspiration in life whatsoever. how many(serious) professionals do you see on there. only full of teenagers, loser adults and retards. i did send emails to the important people to let them know. i had told Jim and he still has my email so we can still exchange emails.
Today’s FOTD
i was bored and i was looking at FOTD’s on specktra so i decided to do mine.
face:
EM foundation in tan. i really need to get their samples
NARS blush in lovejoy. i learnt last night that one has to layer it for it to show so i did that
no concealer today
EYES:
some teal eyeliner on both lower and upper lids
MAC expensive pink (wet)on lashline
MAC tan pigment on crease, lid, inner V and outer V
LIPS:
avon lip gloss
MAC lip gelee in saphoric
Also, i just ordered more EM samples. 2 Matte foundations in deep tan and medium tan and one semi-matte in deep tan. the tan is somewhat too light…(obviously) i also ordered blush in girls day and more finishing dust
Guess what? the 311 summer presale was yesterday. i was on the BB but i didnt get the chance to browse through. nate was asking me if i got pics around 9.30 last night and i was like? wtf? presale was today and he like yeah. im not pissed at him but at least, he should have reminded me. i have to wake up early saturday morning next week to buy 4 tickets or more for everyone that couldnt get pit tickets. cos its the pits ya know. ill probabl sell whats left.
I got my unemployment benefit this morning. im so happy. of course, i paid for my cell phone and paid my bills. ill also buy accessories for the celly like bluetooth headset and leather case. the rest of the money and my paycheck today are going into savings. im so happy and i Thank God.
i have work today. i was supposed to go to TGI fridays day before cos they needed hosts and tammy had told the managers that i had hosted for a few years so they asked me to come in for an interview. she really wants me to work there real bad but i cant go yet until i see my schedule at VC. i certainly need the extra money.
im currently looking to buy a perfume thats not too strong but very sophisticated and sexy. not too strong because of my migraines. im currently looking at cashmere mist by DKNY. come to think of it…..my birthday is next month…might as well let the people know that thats what i want and ill direct them to my wishlist. lol.
I WILL buy this blush…NARS crazed…this is what it looks like in the package…
doesnt look like it’ll look good on black skin right?? look here….
this is a fellow MUA’er and she did admit to using too much. a little goes a long way for this blush. ive changed my mind about the Mac sweet as cocoa for now 
there’s a lot of reviews about the NARS crazed by black ladies on MUA so im confident about buying this
Im going to fucking scream. i had already typed up stuff and when i pressed enter, IE decided to crash. IE fucking sucks. I now have windows XP on the home PC. im so happy yay!. i dont think ill buy a laptop since my current school doesnt require students to have one like clayton. And why waste the money? i’d rather save it or spend it on something else. guess what? i fucking missed the 311 pre-sale Nate didnt remind me and had the nerve to ask at 9.30 pm tonight. wtf??? im so pissed. i woild have bought like 4 pit tickets and sold 2 on ebay. the tix go on sale on ticketmaster next saturday and believe me, ill be up and ready in the morning. anyways, umm, i tried to copy the look i had posted in an earlier entry and err….it looks like shit. will improve. teal pigment looks so pretty when applied wet. i love it. i was a overhanded on my lower lid so ill do less and use a smaller brush next time.
and i do need to imprve my blending. i tried but i dont have a blending brush. so ill search around
here’s a look i wore to school on last day of class. i dropped by olive garden to give chaunecey her book and everyone was oohing and aahing. its deep blue green piggy
and oh, ive been using the skin biology serum. i apply at night. i had been applying moisturiser over it but my face gets oily. i dont know if i want to continue using moisturiser. if i want to, ill stop using the neutrogena and try somehting else. cos the neutrogena has AHA. and the serum has BHA so i dont want my skin to burn or whatever. umm…whoever bought my SK2 still hasnt paid. its only been 3 days but im a little worried since she has a history of non-payment. i wont wait so ill go ahead and pay for the metro pcs nokia and buy accessories later. if the woman doesnt pay on the 7th day, ill go ahead and re-list. no sweat.
AAAhhhh…..wondering baout my results for this school quarter? well, i did okay. Accounting; C (79.9 and the instructor wont round up to 80 so i can get my B in peace), Humanities; B and Banking and Finance, A. yippeee. im surprised i got a B in humanities since i didnt do too well with the tests. i did do well, in the papers we did and the final. Summer quarter starts early july and ill be taking 5 classes. ugh. well, im going to press enter and hope this browser doesnt crash. yep, i downloaded firefox to post this. lol
I took my last final today which was the accounting. my grades look okay for now so i hope my final grades and GPA for this semester will be good enough. im praying though. Now all ill just do is sit at home and work 
sold my sidekick but whoever bought it hasnt paid so im not getting my hopes high until i get the money in my paypal account. now, im just chilling at home wondering if i should get a 2nd job or not
1. Mac lipstick in O and Honey flower
2. Estee Lauder Pure Color Long Lasting Lipstick
i have to go to the counter to try on shades
3. Chanel Aqualumiere in tijuana
http://uma.chanel.com/product.php?chnprd=MALPR359
i especially like the shade that is shown but i dont know what color so ive emailed CS to find out
4. Bobbi Brown – Maybe?
5. Clinique Colour Surge Butter Shine Lipstick – have to try on shades too. very very cheap
6. Dior addict sheer lipstick –
i like the 764 shade (violet solstice). i dont know if my macy’s has this counter so i might have to go to sephora
Well, I started my fasting cleanse today and took some before pictures. i dont necessarily have to lose the tommy fat. I just want to cleanse my body of any toxins. Im studying for the HUm final and will take it later tonight and then study for the BAF amd take it tomorrow. I miss food already. lol. but err..i dunno. I bought some tofu that ill eat on the 5th day. heavennnnnnnn. I henna’d earlier and now im just chilling. i only got out of the shower 20 mins ago. hehe. Today is a day to relax. Ill do laundry later tonight too
I have a lot on my to do list today.
I have to henna my hair. i dont think i did last month.
i also have to mail my laptop. yay!! i sold it. the guy actually hit the send button twice and i got the money twice in my paypal so i sent him ana email to ask if he wants a refund or for me to send it to him. i fi refund, it will take a few days. sending the money is immediate.
I will also study for my humanities finals and take it at night. I will study for accounting final on sunday. yes, im off on both days. woohoo!! i hope my sidekick sells cos i want to change to metro pcs asap.
Went to school to submit my accounting project. i was in a good mood so i tried some purple eyeliner and also did make up for mom!! lol
Eyes:
Mary kay eyeliner in Violet
MAC eyeshadow in amber lights on crease and lower part of brow bone
MAC pigment in pinked mauve on lid
Face:
usual stuff, EM foundation applied with baby buki brush
NARS lovejoy blush on cheeks
MAC concealer on dark spots. FACE make up applied right before last 2 pics
i got a 92 in my BAF test 3. whoohoo. i put up my sidekick on ebay. i will buy a metro pcs phone with the money and when the SK3 comes out, ill be getting it
some are brought over from june’s wishlist
1. Lipstick
2. Joice K-pak reconstructor. i need to start doing protein treatments so its very essential
http://www.joico.com/html/np_productdetail.php?CatID=17
3. Complex 15 Therapeutic Moisturizing Lotion
can be found at CVS
http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B000056KK0/102-5307438-6511329?v=glance&n=3760901
4. A make-up train case for my make up collection that keeps getting bigger. i have my eye on this tackle box because its really sturdy and has a lot of compartments. it can be found for less than 20 bucks at walmart.
5. Everyday minerals foundation. the last time, i got the tan but i want to try the deep tan so i will order a free sample kit again with some of their blush. i will be getting 3 matte foundation in deep tan, finishing dust and their blush in girl’s day
6. Flirt Skunk brush can be found at kohl’s
7. CO bigelows Soothing Lip BufferGentle Formula or MaryKay Exfoliating Satin Lips Lip Mask
8. Laura Mercier tinted moisturiser (oil free) in walnut
http://www.lauramercier.com/products/flawless_face/products/tinted_moisturizer/tinted_moisturizer_oil_free/
umm…i know i said i dont need a tinted moisturiser
Well, i got my period back. yay!! im so excited. im hoping that this means i will be losing all the weight i gained form the depo. Guess what? Jim sent me an email letting me know that he’s been clean for 17 months, school is going good and he thinks about me from time to time. sometimes, i think he has changed but i doubt it. Im sure he can go crazy once in a while just like he used to. he’s quiet naturally but i love the way he opened up whenever we’re together. I hope to God he’s not my soulmate because our life together will be a really rough one. I think about him from time to time too and i miss him. Wow, we’ve been apart for 17 months? doesnt seem too long.
Hmm, i have a date tonight but…...i dunno. im not sure if im ready to get into the dating scene. I keep telling guys im only looking for friendship but they dont seem to think im serious. This guy is really cool and he’s been trying to date me for about a year now so im just like, wtf, let me just go out with him and get it over with.
I fixed my lunch for work cos it doesnt make sense to spend money on food (fast food for that matter) when i have food at home. Im off work tomorrow yay Thank God i didnt have to pay rent for last month. lol
eyes,
purple eyeliner (barely there)
teal pigment in inner V
green brown pigment everywhere else
btw, got this from specktra
FOTD
FACE
everyday minerals foundation in tan
Mac blot powder in deep dark to get rid of the shine. ugh
nars lovejoy blush on cheekbones
LIPS:
avon fruitylip juice lipgloss in fruit punch. goes on redddish.burgundy on my lips
avon lipstick in pink fantasie
Mac lip gelee in saphoric
off to work. kisses
yesterday was fabulous. why? i fit into my JLO jeans. size 1. i felt the size 3 jeans getting lose so i was like, why not, let me try to put on the JLO ones and i fit!! now i have to fit into my size 0 jeans. i was so happy, i was strutting. lol. And of course, i added make up. kohl blue eyeliner and Mac pigment in mauve.
Took the bus and train to school as usual and went straight to the financial aid office because i had tried to view my grades online but they said there was a hold because my school tuition hadnt been paid. yes, mom and i went there and raised the roof. Those people are fucking bastards and they dont know how to do their fucking job. luckily, their director was there and he was just as useless. redneck son of a bitch. Anyway, we called my dad and he’ll be sending the tuition and i will be resubmitting the verification papers they ask because apparently, the dickheads couldnt find it.
also, i forgot to add that the 31st was mom’s 50th birthday. umm, yay? today, i got work at 2.30 to close i believe.
My dad called today and i sounded down so he said i should look at tickets to canada so i can join him while he’s there in july and we’ll fly back together to Georgia. he also said he’ll buy a car for me while he’s here in the US. so i really cant wait for july. thats also me and my daddy’s birthday so i guess he wants to make it special since he only sent me money last year.
im so happy because what my daddy says, my daddy does 
When i mentioned to a friend above the disadvantages of pre-paid cell phones especially sinc emy home phone doesnt have long distance, he advised me to retain my tmobile sidekick 2 if i want to for texting, instant messaging and web browsing and get a metro pcs phone for talking only. this is a good idea and i can then change my home phone service from bellsouth to vonage. that would be so cool. so im currently looking to buy a metro cell phone on ebay and will probably get this plan from metro
