Well, i got my period back. yay!! im so excited. im hoping that this means i will be losing all the weight i gained form the depo. Guess what? Jim sent me an email letting me know that he’s been clean for 17 months, school is going good and he thinks about me from time to time. sometimes, i think he has changed but i doubt it. Im sure he can go crazy once in a while just like he used to. he’s quiet naturally but i love the way he opened up whenever we’re together. I hope to God he’s not my soulmate because our life together will be a really rough one. I think about him from time to time too and i miss him. Wow, we’ve been apart for 17 months? doesnt seem too long.

Hmm, i have a date tonight but…...i dunno. im not sure if im ready to get into the dating scene. I keep telling guys im only looking for friendship but they dont seem to think im serious. This guy is really cool and he’s been trying to date me for about a year now so im just like, wtf, let me just go out with him and get it over with.

I fixed my lunch for work cos it doesnt make sense to spend money on food (fast food for that matter) when i have food at home. Im off work tomorrow yay Thank God i didnt have to pay rent for last month. lol