Girly Crap

Well, So far, ive taken 3 out of 5 finals. 2 As and a C. Good enough for me. WHat i need to focus on is my english class. I have to write a poem and i dont even know how to start. It’s due on the 6th so now i have to find someone that can help me

Friends and i were discussing how strict our parents were when raising us. And we all stated those hardcore rules. I was so happy when i saw that i wasnt the only one whose parents did not allow us to eat at other people’s houses!! woohoo!!

Anyway, Im so happy that there are still some of us out there who were raised not to have kids before marriage. Yesterday only, 2 people asked me if i had kids when i told them my age. My answer is always "I’m not married so i dont have any kids." They look at me with a shocked expression on their face or just laugh and i smile right back at them. My parents have raised me well and have taught us no to have kids before marriage and thats my plan by God’s grace. Yes, im pro-choice

That was one of the things i didn’t like with the latest ex. He kept on talking about kids and saying how he wanted kids asap. Oh, lets move in together and start making babies. Seriously, i totally lost respect for him because of that. I respect guys that have been raised well just like me and im not settling for less. if you cant respect me enough to put a ring on my finger and make me your wife, you’re not worthy of me and you’re a fool

Sometimes its funny and sometimes its amazing the way people throw around this word. Ok, im sure everyone knows there’s a difference between loving someone and being in love with them. Personally, i think it’s impossible to be in love or have been in love with more than 1 person. Its just impossible. "aww…i remember the 1st time i was in love.." umm no….you cant be in love more than once.

Also, maybe im just being careful or whatnot but im actually suspicious of guys that say this word quickly. Everytime a guy tells me this….i start thinking real fast. im like "ok…he did say he is in love with me. What does he want from me. What a liar. He barely knows me. I KNOW i dont love him. WHat should i say?"

"OK"<---that's always my answer!! and immediately, my mind is out of the relationship and im basically living the single life again. Basically, i will be breaking up with him very very soon. I just think people take that phrase ver lightly and that is not what i want. You've known me for 3 months, you cant be in love with me. Yes, you can love me but err...im still suspicious. My friends say i need to be more daring....umm....telling everyone i date that im in love with them is not what i need to do to be daring. I dunno...ive kind of given up on it. When people talk about it, i just nod and smile. LOL. I dont think there should be talk about REAL emotions until after 6 months (FOR ME). Im sure everyone has their own time frames. I think that is usually when i start (un)-falling for a guy i.e., lose interest so i'd rather wait until then before opening up.

Maybe i’ll never fall in love. That would definitely make my life easier.

It baffles me when people talk about a SO. "oh i miss my bf/gf" "oh, we talked on the phone last night for 10 hours" "oh, we’ve been dating for 6 years" "oh, we’ve seen each other only once and he proposed then"
umm back up…..wtf? I think its impossible to fall in love with someone you’ve seen only once. Granted, you talk on the phone evryday and Im and PM and send emails and stuff but its just not the same thing. Who is stupid enough to propose or accept a proposal from someone like that. To be honest, i have been in an internet relationship once. For 1 month….we never met and he said he was in love with me the 1st time we spoke on the phone. We had been chatting for a few months….how can you tell you’re in love with me if you havent heard my voice, seen my face, seen my mannerisms, seen the way i live, eat, talk and socialise with people. I kind went with his story until it got old and i moved on.
I will never do anything like that again. Yes, this is a spinoff from a post about 2 members of a make up forum im on. The guy is in Canada and she’s in Isreal. The only communication they’ve had is PMs on the board and they claim they’re in love. They’re soulmates. The chick just got out of a relationship like a week ago.
WHat a bunch of bullcrap. Oh…umm congrats…im happy for the both of you. I wish you the best