Yep, i dont know what title to put there. lol. Im slowly waiting for a page to open to facebook, i still cant check my account balance online and im just chilling watching the news with the parents. Yay!! The facebook page opened. Dial up is another planet entirely. I finished all the coke single handedly and now i have to convince my dad to buy more. I cant believe how fast christmas came and went and New Year’s will soon be here and then time to go back.

Boxing day was fun!! My parents and Niyi’s parents and some other people went to Ikoyi to the mall. I think it’s been there for 3 years now. We ate at barcelo’s chilled, got tickets for the movie, went to see the movie (Niyi and I only) and then went back to Barcelo’s to eat another meal with the folks. He said he wanted to talk but i didnt give him the chance. Im really not interested in what he has to say. "Thanks for paying for everything btw, it was nice to see you again. Bye" :D

Anyhoo, my brother told me he saw my 1st bf in traffic on that day and i feel guilty that i didnt tell him i would be in town for 1 month so im going to try and say hi and check up on him. I just realised that he’s like 28 now!! yes! i was 17 and he was 24. PERVERT. Anyhoo, he should be married now.

I called HIM and we spoke on the phone for 10 minutes :( I hope he calls sometime this week or next. Doesnt matter. I was worried about something and im proud of myself that i was able to talk to him about how i feel. Cos normally, i would have been like, "umm, well if they hire you, they might transfer you out of town and you dont do LDRs so we might as well break up now to save us both the heartache." But im 21 and smarter and im trying hard to change my attitude. I like him and i WANT him. ^ this should be password protected but im too lazy.

For new years, we’re killing a RAM. For xmas, we killed a turkey. A ram is more work so ill try and stay i nmy room so they dont ask me to do stuff. lol. I keep reminding them. Im on vacation and shouldnt be doing any work!! My dad is coming in february and that is when he plans to buy us 1 or 2 cars so stop asking me!! Im not going to repeat myself.

Ugh, i have to go to bed in a few hours. I hate sleeping because the few minutes before sleep, all these dark thoughts come to my mind and i miss HIM even more. This house is big. I HATE big houses because i get scared when its dark. Ugh

Im going to try and upload more pics now.