So i e-filed….and im getting more than i expected. And i should have enough to pay my debts and left over to save.

Im having the worst period ever. I just want someone to hit me with a club and fucking kill me. I feel like shit, i feel gross and im going through so many tampons its unbelievable. It was the same way last month and its weird because it happens only on the 2nd day and by the 3rd day, its like i didnt even have a period. It sucks being a girl especially at this moment. No one fucking understands. This fucking sucks and i hate this shit.

2 tests today and i will continue with the stupid keyboarding lessons. im hoping i can finish 9 chapters today.

I need to go to clayton state to make the bastards send my transcript to GPC. I need to call GPC to find out what they want and i need to go to the decatur
 campus
 to see if they have more departments and buildings than clarkston. It really doesnt matter cos 
clarkston is too far. 


Im counting the days till february 15 so i can know if im getting the job or not. I know im getting it by God’s grace. If there’s a God.

Which reminds me, is there really a God? or im just wasting my time and energy praying to someone/something that doesnt exist. Ive been thinking about this lately. And there was a time i was praying and i stopped and was like, wtf im i doing? i dont even know if this thing exists.