So i e-filed….and I’m getting more than i expected. And i should have enough to pay my debts and left over to save.
I’m having the worst period ever. I just want someone to hit me with a club and fucking kill me. I feel like shit, i feel gross and I’m going through so many tampons its unbelievable. It was the same way last month and its weird because it happens only on the 2nd day and by the 3rd day, its like i didn’t even have a period. It sucks being a girl especially at this moment. No one fucking understands. This fucking sucks and i hate this shit.
2 tests today and i will continue with the stupid keyboarding lessons. I’m hoping i can finish 9 chapters today.
I need to go to Clayton state to make the bastards send my transcript to GPC. I need to call GPC to find out what they want and i need to go to the Decatur
campus
to see if they have more departments and buildings than Clarkston. It really doesn’t matter cos
Clarkston is too far.
I’m counting the days till February 15 so i can know if I’m getting the job or not. I know I’m getting it by God’s grace. If there’s a God.
Which reminds me, is there really a God? or I’m just wasting my time and energy praying to someone/something that doesn’t exist. Ive been thinking about this lately. And there was a time i was praying and i stopped and was like, wtf I’m i doing? i don’t even know if this thing exists.